I've been on a long manic phase for a while so it is no wonder that I should come down. I am pressing into my God because it is only through him that I can fight the negative thoughts that invade my thinking 24/7.
One thing I have been doing is staying on top of the reading for the 90 Day Bible Challenge. I used to be able to fight my lows with crochet but I'm finding it more and more difficult to do so. Reading the Bible has been my only out from the craziness that is my mind.
I read, sleep and repeat.
I still have chores to do, my son to school, and errands to run which I am able to do for the most part.
I love this song because it is by an artist that I was introduced to early on in my journey with God. He reminds me of my husband and his intensity for the Bible. (Although, my husband is no longer this way)
God put this love in my heart - it is what sustains me, what gives me hope, what makes me wake up in the morning.
I want to know where the bad feelings go when I'm depressed and get down so low-- I feel Jesus reaching out to me, hugging me, showering me with his love which wipes away all doubt, fear, and self loathing.
He rocks at crashing pity parties!
Song by Keith Green "You Put this Love in my Heart" .99 cents on Amazon.com